One of the qualities I have always loved in Courtney is her sheer ambition, and the fact that she has never let it get in her way. While this helped her succeed with her band Hole, it has also been the reason for her many mental breakdowns and her various issues with her daughter Frances Bean. “BTM” tackled the 90′s answer to Romeo & Juliet/John & Yoko/Sid & Nancy with a frankness rarely seen when it comes to Courtney and Kurt Cobain’s love affair. And it was oddly refreshing to finally hear folks who actually KNEW Kurt describe his depression, his love of his daughter and wife and his inability to cope with his life anymore. Mixed in with the media backlash and overwhelming depression that Courtney faced after Kurt’s death was her band Hole finally reaching the big time with the release of “Live Through This” (which in my opinion should be mandatory listening for any teenage girls aged 12 -15). We got a behind the scenes look at the full on meltdown of Courtney, her losing custody of her daughter multiple times and finally, her arrival in Hollywood. Love’s band went on to another successful record with “Celebrity Skin“, which coincided with Love’s success in the movie business and her four-year relationship with “The People Vs. Larry Flynt” costar Ed Norton. Love discussed her various love affairs with Billy Corgan, Ed Norton and Trent Reznor, which led to one of the funniest quotes from the show “Don’t call your band Nine Inch Nails if you’ve got a three inch one”. For a look at all the gems, check out Jezebel‘s amazing video of the goodies dished out by Love.

I will watch a “Behind The Music” on just about anyone, but this episode was a true classic. Courtney Love is truly a force, be it for good or bad. And I’m sure its been one hell of a ride to be her child or close friend, but those of us lucky enough to be just far enough away from her, she can remain one of the true bold role models of a generation of women who won’t give in or give up. The special only emphasized the love I have for this woman, who won’t apologize for being a bitch. And it has also had me addicted to Hole’s Pandora station all day (VIVA THE ’90s!!!). After the show, I just wanted to dye my hair, open up an issue of Sassy and start writing lyrics about my feelings. Instead, Im just blogging away, but I guess that’s the 2010 version of being an affected tween, right?

The program will re-air all week on Vh1 and is currently available in entirety on Vh1.com.

Throughout the years, her music has gone from epic to less than relevant and her recent public battle with her and Kurt’s daughter France Bean was tasteless and sad, but she will always be Courtney Love. The rock chick who pulls no punches, holds nothing back and gave a generation of chicks the balls to say “F U!”. Check out this three-minute clip of Monday’s show and tell me you aren’t excited to invite Love into your house to dish on everything from Kurt Cobain to motherhood to Trent Reznor’s penis size.

“Behind the Music: Courtney Love” premieres this Monday, June 21st on Vh1

Hopper’s career evolved from supporting roles, like his turn in “Rebel Without a Cause“, to ushering in an American cinema revolution with “Easy Rider. Both behind and in front of the camera Hopper worked with some of the greatest, including David Lynch, Jack Nicholson, Gene Hackman, Francis Ford Coppola, James Dean, Quentin Tarantino, George Stevens, Peter Fonda, Marlon Brando, Elizabeth Taylor, Christopher Walken and Rock Hudson, and yet was never upstaged. His meltdown, courtesy of drug and alcohol abuse, midway through his career didn’t seem to stop the man and he came through with courage and fervor rarely seen. Hopper commanded attention, appreciated his craft and focused on complex and conflicted characters, which he easily made the audience hate and yet love. It’s difficult to discuss how just how major of a part Hopper played in the evolution of American cinema, the studio system and the role of an actor. Along with a handful of friends, Hopper changed what a movie needed to be to find success and what America wanted out of its leading men. He paved the road both for auteurs and anyone who found that road to hell was not a one-way street. Without him, some of the classic films we know today would be filled with looming holes and redemption might not come to those who search for it. Beyond his affect on film, Hopper was an avid collector and creator of art, and was an integral part of the culture in the late 70′s and early 80′s, along with friends Andy Warhol and Julian Schnabel and his photographs marked the evolution of the popular art scene . He was also a strong political voice in Hollywood and more than anything, a father and friend. His loss will be felt throughout Hollywood and New York, and the film community as a whole. Hopper seemed to understand life’s struggles and its successes and will hopefully be remembered for his role in changing the tone of films and the way we as Americans looked at ourselves. We can only hope Hopper is enjoying a cool Pabst Blue Ribbon with Dean and Co. somewhere in the great yonder. RIP.

CHRISTIAN: Well there is no now, here.
JACK: Where are we, Dad?
CHRISTIAN: This is a place that you all made together, so that you all could find one another. The most important part of your life was the time you spent with these people. That’s why all of you are here. Nobody does it alone, Jack. You needed all of them, and they needed you.
JACK: For what?
CHRISTIAN: To remember, and let go.
JACK: Kate – she said we were leaving.
CHRISTIAN: Not leaving, no – moving on.
JACK: Where are we goin’?
CHRISTIAN: Let’s go find out.

When we watched Jack, most surely, breath his last breath, joined by the always trusty Vincent (who had a thing for “being there” for the newly dead) and view the plane overhead, we knew it was an end. It might not be the one I expected, it was well-crafted explanation that in the end – there is no definitive answers.

As an adult, LOST has been a vehicle for conversations with folks I never would have had a connection with. It allowed me to wonder about the effects of science and faith on our lives. And it made me empathize and hate characters all during one hour. Even after the last few moments of LOST, I was still attempting to fully grasp what was going on. And honestly, no ending would have been 100% perfect in my eyes – as I wasn’t really read for the adventure to end. But to spend the last few moments with a character, Mr. Jack Shepard, whom I watch evolve over the years, was a nice good bye. The writers of LOST are to be applauded for giving us folks with a bizarre craving for knowledge and mystery a reason to tune in each week. A show that was steeped in the popular culture was such a salute to the popular culture. Whether its clever tie ins to theories and plots from beloved books, tales and films or quip dialog while people are getting chased by mercenaries, polar bears and a motherfucking smoke monster, LOST never forgot its single function – to engage and entertain. If you walk away from tonight’s episode not completely enthralled in how enraptured we all are, than I feel bad for you. JJ Abrams, Damon Lindelof, Carlton Cuse and actually ABC – thank you for inviting us all along on the ride. Even though it just ended, I have no problem tuning into the pilot and started again from the very beginning. Because in true LOST fashion, who knows how it will turn out this time? So let’s all try and figure out where we are going next.

Tomorrow, I will have a wrap up of LOST coverage, including the hilarious goodbye show courtesy of Jimmy Kimmel, and we’ll get to discuss the island for just a little bit longer. 4 8 15 16 23 42 and Namaste.

See SNL – all you need is Betty White and a few of your former cast members to bring the funny and the ratings. While there wasn’t a bum skit in the bunch, I can’t possibly post every video from that night. So here are my top 5, in no particular order, as well as the funny skits that were actually cut in dress rehearsal.

Betty White’s monologue, which I believe generally sets the tone for the overall show, was spot on incorporating her ability to be witty and sexy, while poking fun.

Betty White brought her special batch of muffins to the always classic and subversive ‘Delicious Dish’ sketch with Ana Gasteyer and Molly Shannon. Attempt to not do a spit take when Betty exclaims, “My muffin has had a cherry since 1939″. Priceless.

This ‘Census’ sketch was the last of the night and even it was on point. Tina Fey penned the original back when Christopher Walken hosted the last time the census was on the radar, but this was priceless.

‘Scared Straight’ was amazing last night. “WIZZZZARRRD OF ASSSS!” is all I need to say.

The infamous ‘Debbie Downer’ sketches are some of the best in SNL history, but sadly (or not) last night’s ep was so jam packed this was killed in dress rehearsal. But thanks to NBC understanding our sheer need for more SNL, they released all the quality bits that were killed. Here we get to see Debbie ruining a ladies night all about lingerie, wine and oil spills.

And lastly, ‘Bronx Beat’ is always a favorite with Maya Rudolph and Amy Poehler, so I was a bit bummed when it didn’t air. This will forever be one of my favorites and thanks to overwhelming demand the sketch has hit the internet and reminded me of what SNL used to be like. Let’s learn about what Yoga stands for. Enjoy.

If you missed anything from this weekend’s episode, its available for viewing online over at NBC. Also, check out Jay-Z’s two performances and the rest of the sketches that ended up on the cutting room floor. What did you think of Betty? Who would you like to see host?

I first encountered Chilton as a young kid when I became obsessed with ‘The Letter’ by his band The Box Tops. I would listen to it on repeat until I actually had to replace the compilation tape it was on.

And I am not the only one who seems to be affected his death, with the outpouring of love and appreciation that was tweeted, posted, blogged and uploaded in the past 24 hours. Chilton also received an unlikely memorial on the floor of the House of Representatives today courtesy of Rep. Steve Cohen (D) of Tennessee, who was a fan of Chilton’s work since the Box Tops.

Who knows if this weekend’s performance could have opened Big Star to a whole new audience and propelled the small time, yet inspiring band to a new level. Sadly, we will never know. Chilton was survived by his wife, Laura and son, Timothy.

Now don’t feel too bad for Hirst. The artist pulls in millions of dollars for his work and has become the new punching bag for the mainstream art world – and he is loving it. Hirst is one of the wealthiest working artists ever and scored the largest payday of any artist at a one-person auction. While I appreciate Morrissey and Linder calling him out for his misuse of animals, I think the more important quote from Morrissey came later in the interview when he called out the media and their “obsession with Hirst’s millions” which “reduces him to a mere factory outlet”. The article also discusses Linder and Morrissey’s 30-year friendship, which was the basis of The Smiths’ song “Cemetery Gates“.